Last year I was expecting to be fully back to my old self well before
now. As it is, I am still some way from that position.
Overall, I think I
am still improving, but the big leaps I was expecting don't seem to be
happening. Perhaps I should be satisfied with slow, small, moderate
steps?
I still feel as if I am living in a bit of a dream world, I
still feel drunk when walking (feel giddy), still tire easily, and
drinking thin liquids is still not easy.
Overall, I am getting
slowly better, but perhaps I should expect
to be left with a level of disability and will be pleasantly surprised
when I get fully fit again. Perhaps my expectations were unrealistic?
Whatever, I am
not giving up: I want my "old self" back again this year.
At the moment I still feel unable to do field work, climb ladders (for antenna work) or use a soldering iron. With time, this will improve.